How,
How could you leave me so broken? Without a trace of remorse, you left without looking back.
I still hear our laughs syncing..echoing in the midst of our love that filled the room.
I still see your smile when I close my eyes, pretending you’re still here. But I wonder how,
How you were able to move on, when I felt as though everything we had was undeniably so strong, that nothing could cut our ties…except the day you did.
When you told me it was over, right in between the seasons changing. I remember it so clearly- because your behavior switched as fast as it did from fall to winter. That’s when you shattered my heart and ripped my soul into countless pieces. The cold wind all of a sudden felt worse hitting my face as the door flung open and I saw you walk out.
How,
How dare you knock on my door, and leave me standing hear with no explanation. How dare you create a deep wound on my heart and leave like you never cut it open.
And now I fall on my knees, wondering how, how could it be possible to still love you even after the destruction you caused..And five years later, I still need you to answer this one last question.
How?